Thank you Universe- I did it! My 1st Post.

As I'm sitting here, I can't even remember the date that I created this blog. I remember feeling the same way I do now. A lot extra anxious, expecting so much of myself but needing a break.  Feeling like I need to be a better mom and wife, but exhausted mentally and physically... unsure if I can even do it. A little unsure of myself but pretty sure that I love writing. What was I unsure about? I don't know. Yes I do. Being open and vulnerable to strangers and those that I know? Even being open to myself is scary! You know that deep dark place in your mind that you're thankful nobody can hear? Well, unfortunately mine is pretty active. I would say overactive. It's never satisfied. It's always trying to take over. I heard once that only 4% of what we worry about in our entire lives might even come to fruition. That 96% definitely creeps into my brain more than I would like. Anyway back to the point. I think we receive messages until we learn them. I know we learn until we die. So back to the blog. I've always wanted to be Dear Abby. I always help others, it comes naturally. People seek the advice that I give but cannot take myself! So I find myself here. At my blogspot. Nervous, with literally no filter. But, a believer in signs, I have seen too many to ignore the fact that I need to start this page. If I never share an article, that's okay. I started something I should have started a long time ago. For me. Obstacles are the Universe's diversions to show us the right direction. I appreciate the signs. I'm taking the path.